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Hélène Egger - ‘We received a couple of postcards from Julius from the Hollandsche Schouwburg’
‘In 1942 there were the first call-ups for Jewish men and boys from the age of 18 to go and work for the Germans in special camps. Nobody knew what was going to happen. That came later. My oldest brother Daniël belonged to the first group that had to go. I can still see his rucksack standing there.
After Daniël had left, Julius said that he wanted to follow his brother. He hadn’t even received his call-up. He was 18 months younger. My grandparents did all they could to stop him. But they couldn’t convince him. He didn’t want his elder brother to be alone. I think in all honesty that, as adventurous as he was, he found it quite exciting. As well as this, life with grandfather and grandmother was very boring for him. Maybe he saw it as his chance to leave home. Daniël had been gone for three months when he said “I’m going to follow him”. That’s what he did.
Julius went to the Dutch Theatre (Hollandsche Schouwburg) a building on the Plantage Middenlaan where all the Jews were assembled and held. After a few days they were taken by tram at night to the Central Station from where they were sent by train to Camp Westerbork. This also happened to Julius. He met up with Daniël again in Westerbork. Together they were transported by train to Auschwitz in Poland. That was an extermination camp. Nobody knew about these camps.
We received a few postcards, written in pencil, from Julius from the Dutch Theatre. One letter came from Daniël from Camp Westerbork. The postcards and the letter survived the war. My grandfather kept them. I couldn’t read them at first, it was too difficult. Until sometime ago. Then I got them out again. Julius writes: “It’s chaotic here and dirty and there is a lot of screaming and babies crying and everybody and everything gets mixed up. One big mess…didn’t get a wink of sleep last night…stuffy.”

But under every card he wrote: “Chin up, be strong we’ll only be gone for a while, we only have to work for a while and then we’ll be back.” He wanted to put us at ease. I asked myself later if my brothers realized that something terrible hung over them.’
Source: Extract from Ik ben er nog. Het verhaal van mijn moeder Hélène Egger. In cooperation with the author Debby Petter and Uitgeverij Thomas Rap.
Hélène Egger
Hélène Egger is a 10 year old Jewish girl when the war breaks out in 1940. When her mother has to undergo a serious operation she goes to live with her grandparents. After being arrested, Hélène manages, with the help of her grandfather who has connections in the Jewish Council, to escape from the Hollandsche Schouwburg (Dutch Theatre). She goes into hiding and eventually ends up at a farmer's family in Brabant.
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